Enough lying to myself
Enough hiding my heart with fantasy
Enough searching in places that will hurt me
Enough attracting and be attracted to the unavailable
Enough of these bullshit safety mechanism and programs that prevent me from having intimacy
Enough pretending he wants me
Enough pretending I'll have him
Enough comparing myself to her
Enough self-sabotaging
Enough hating myself so much that I don't freely give love and receive it
Enough believing that I don’t deserve
Enough holding on to the last drops of hope when I’m floating in an ocean
