Monday, May 31, 2010
Can I Love My Desire?
I'm pushing at the moon,
only to get lost inside my clouded mind maze.
Walking through the trees afraid to be alone.
Longing for the life that is all around.
Thank you illusion.
Asking my spirit what it wants,
Kissed with magick lips that know the sun.
I find courage in my dance while knowing soul fulfillment,
I am alive as I liberate my pain,
and float with the stars.
butterflies
Thursday, May 27, 2010
The Alchemist
"Well why did you say that I don't know about love?" the sun asked the boy.
"Because it's not love to be static like the desert, nor is it love to roam the world like the wind. And it's not love to see everything from a distance, like you do. Love is the force that transforms and improves the Soul of the World. When I first reached through to it, i thought the Sould of the World was perfect. But later, I could see that it was like the other aspects of creation, and had its own passions and wars. It is we who nourish the Soul of the World, and the world we live in will be better or worse, depending on whether we become better or worse. And that's where the power of love comes in. Because when we love, we always strive to become better then we are."
-The Alchemist Paulo Coelho
Stairs
Deepak Chopra's four questions
Recently seen in EnlightenNext Magazine, Deepak Chopra's four questions
What kind of world do you want to live in and what kind of world do you want your children and grandchildren to live in?
I want to live in a world where we value joy, expression, and sharing. I want my children to know how much their happiness matters in the world.
I hope all children know their heart as more powerful then their mind and fears.
In our future music and art are cherished and create connection. I want my children to live in a world where their education and health matter. They play outside with friends and feel safe.
Curiosity leads to discoveries and relationships.
My children know that they can ask questions and that their thoughts create a reality. When my children feel pain and loss they can cry, scream, hug, and have the freedom to feel what their feeling. The loss and pain my children experience gives them strength. My children have opportunities to realize their dreams and bring their own magick to this life. They see the planet as a gift from the forest to the sea, deserts to their home. My children are taught to love themselves and can have the courage to express themselves and constantly search for where their path is.
What is your role in bringing this about?
I am developing an art program that fosters creative expression, self-esteem, emotional and social exploration. The art program can be for boys and girls, women and men, people with special needs, it is inclusive and developmentally appropriate for its artists. Each art unit is rich with curiosity, limitlessness, choice, and success. The artists find treasures in themselves as they continue along their creative adventure. They see how empowering sharing and listening can be and they see their peers as beautiful and unique. They learn more about who they are and who they can be in their world. Each artists has a chance to see their strengths and weaknesses and grow. They can feel and express any emotion that is inside them. Their art gives them a chance to move their emotions. The artists problem solve, ask for help, and give support to each other. Because of their involvement in the art program our community is strengthened. Each artist feels the power of their creations.
I am committed to love, big love. A dream of mine is to connect with a caring, silly, loving man who wants to commit to having children with me. Our love for one another manifests itself with our children. Our struggles are comforted with warm memories and growth. My children, husband and I believe in one another and support one another in fulfilling and realizing our dreams even if they seem like fantasies. We create our own holidays. We dance. We swim and play with the sun. Because my husband and I love ourselves and each other so much we can raise a family.
I can also being a role model to all the girls in my life. I can claim my beauty, truth and desires and embrace my mind, body and spirit. I am committed to expanding even when i have breakdowns and don't know where to put my hope. I can honor and care for my body and create healthy habits. I can be a loving, honest, devoted sister to GG, Oli and Marisa. I can cherish all the women in my life and all the ways they love me even when i don't want to love myself.
Regarding the organizations that you're part of, what kind of team do you want to have and what kind of relationship do you want to have with this team?
I work for an organization called Opportunity For Independence. For the past three years I have developed relationships with each person i share my days with. I teach our clients how to live their independence, identify their desires/needs/wants, and realize that they are capable of living the life they want. I teach them how to take care of their bodies, minds, homes and hearts. We are a team that trusts each other. I can ask my team for help and i can offer a hand when needed.
Wherever i work I am project minded and passionate about enriching lives. I believe that time is valuable and i care about people. I am energetic, and enthusiastic when i am inspired. I appreciate humor and my days are decorated with laughter even when there is frustration, blocks, and anger.
I would like to become a midwife to the dying and support people as they make the transition towards dying. I value altered states of consciousness and see death as the ultimate altered state. I am committed to cultivating the presence to be with death with fearless compassion. I want to create a team of healers who bring their gifts to people who are dying. together we create a program that establishes a philosophical commitment and respects the human journey as sacred.
What do you see as the primary need in our current cultural moment?
The primary need for our cultural movement is toward holistic heart connections. We will no longer need to look outside ourselves for approval, success, joy and meaning. We need to treat and see ourselves as whole and in doing so we can care for our planet, community, home, families, children, and our spirit.
All in One Serendipitous Day
Gave Kim her Super Hero Top and Capes. She said she felt her superpowers activated. what more could i ask for as a seamstress?
I was driving on the freeway and saw a poster for Saint Vernon hanging on the walking bridge at university. Not sure about him. Research time.......I was driving to meet a women on Vernon street. Funny and silly....
A horoscope i followed by Susan Miller said this, "When it comes to love and fun, the full moon on May 27 (operative plus or minus four days), will bring you a chance to enjoy romance in a very tender, loving way. By this time in the month you will have scored a number of career victories and have earned time off, making this time of the full moon all the sweeter. Again the gang of three - Uranus, Jupiter, and Saturn - will be ready to offer gifts, sure to bring snap, crackle, and pop to your days."
I got home form work feeling tired today. I am waiting to hear about my future. Waiting to hear about a possible job promotion and waiting to see if i got my low income ticket for Burning Man. Checking the mail. There was a large envelope for me. I didn't recognize the address. Inside were beautiful cards made by the children Penny supports. They thanked me for helping their mother's on mother day.
I can't think of a sweeter way to experience tender love with the full moon tonight then with the gift of the cards from the children.
Unexpected love is energizing
This youtube link is shared with me by a community member today....
I have started to own and realize how i want to have children one day.
Children give me hope
I am reading the Alchemist by Paulo Coelho curious about my own personal legend and the treasure i seek...a quote popes into my day via Amanda on facebook.. "It is by going into the abyss that we recover the treasures of life. Where you stumble, there lies your treasure." - Joseph Campbell"
I am surrounded by the omens i am reading about all in one serendipitous day
It's just love that's all...
I was driving on the freeway and saw a poster for Saint Vernon hanging on the walking bridge at university. Not sure about him. Research time.......I was driving to meet a women on Vernon street. Funny and silly....
A horoscope i followed by Susan Miller said this, "When it comes to love and fun, the full moon on May 27 (operative plus or minus four days), will bring you a chance to enjoy romance in a very tender, loving way. By this time in the month you will have scored a number of career victories and have earned time off, making this time of the full moon all the sweeter. Again the gang of three - Uranus, Jupiter, and Saturn - will be ready to offer gifts, sure to bring snap, crackle, and pop to your days."
I got home form work feeling tired today. I am waiting to hear about my future. Waiting to hear about a possible job promotion and waiting to see if i got my low income ticket for Burning Man. Checking the mail. There was a large envelope for me. I didn't recognize the address. Inside were beautiful cards made by the children Penny supports. They thanked me for helping their mother's on mother day.
I can't think of a sweeter way to experience tender love with the full moon tonight then with the gift of the cards from the children.
Unexpected love is energizing
This youtube link is shared with me by a community member today....
I have started to own and realize how i want to have children one day.
Children give me hope
I am reading the Alchemist by Paulo Coelho curious about my own personal legend and the treasure i seek...a quote popes into my day via Amanda on facebook.. "It is by going into the abyss that we recover the treasures of life. Where you stumble, there lies your treasure." - Joseph Campbell"
I am surrounded by the omens i am reading about all in one serendipitous day
It's just love that's all...
Counting Waves
Why do you fear change
You're folding in trust
And I'm trying to help you see
Your eyes so fixed and hollow
Only serve to paralyze this dream
Go on carry on
I'll be counting waves
Go on carry on
I'll be counting waves
When you go near the edge
You'll see the waters rise
The tide under this moonlit sky
Will pull you out
And take you into
Why do you feel shame
Isn't this love
Cause I'm trying to help you see
Can you not seek to follow
Can you not seek to know
The space between
Go on carry on
I'll be counting waves
Fear not to last
This too shall pass
Love your days
When you go near the edge
You'll see the waters rise
The tide under this moonlit sky
Will pull you out
And take you into
Why do we fear change
When everything's loved
And we're trying to find the key
Today is just a shadow
Of what tomorrow could be
Go on carry on
Be strong
Counting waves
Fear not to last
This too shall pass
Love your days
When you go near the edge
You'll see the waters rise
The tide under this moonlit sky
Will pull you out
And take you into....
Sarah Fimm Counting Waves
Friday, May 21, 2010
Tuesday, May 18, 2010
Sarah Fimm - White Birds
Make your garden grow
White bird
Dream out loud doe
While we send her out to you
Cold is the wind on
Your blue wing
We don't stand a chance
We're white birds
When you come
I'll crawl to your perch
When you come
I'll crawl to your perch
Sending love to you
It's a lovely thing
How we found a pearl
Through wind worn hell swells cracked
Shells melt
As we find our world
When you come I'll crawl
To your perch
When you come I'll crawl
To your perch
Sending love to you
Sarah Fimm
Surrender
the internet
Sunday, May 16, 2010
The Mastery of Love by Don Miguel Ruiz
Love is action
Practice Love
Love explores and takes risks
Let go of the past begin every day at a higher level of love
I love so much that i don't "need" any one else love.
To be a master of love i must practice love
Love is generous
Love has no resistance to pleasure
Love has no obligations
Generosity, freedom ad love will create the most beautiful relationships
"Life is nothing but a dream,
and if we are artists,
then we can create our life with love,
and our dream becomes a masterpiece of art."
I am here to play and have fun.
Life is an expression of love. I am life
I have eyes of love
I love you for no reason
I can become responsible for my half of relationships and be aware of my track for love/fear
Relationship is an art
Happiness is the result of love coming out of me
Accept the truth and intent a new beginning
I can find light in enlarged experiments with self expression.
Let go of the past and begin every day at a high lever of love.
When i am wise my life is controlled by my heart.
The love i need to hunt lives within myself
The world is a laboratory for my soul that can allow me to fulfill realities.
notes from the book The Mastery of Love
by Don Miguel Ruiz
A Prayer
I call forth,
for my highest good,
Light, dark, love, grace and faith in despair.
I know that when I align my emotions with my intent,
I can manifest anything I desire for my soul to glow.
I have a love for myself that penetrates deep,
and rests in the empty stillness that lives and longs in my heart.
I encourage self-expression and inspire creativity in who I be.
I allow my passion to come to life,
to share and know that I can radically express how I love.
I love my body and my reflection in the mirror.
When I am present
I am a present.
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